From zombiefied Dominic to electrified Kato and now gigglyfied Crockett, it’s been an interesting few weeks on the ol’ CAUSA massage table. I realize that with these three guys, these three reactions are how defense mechanisms manifest themselves. With the two former, I believe that Dominic’s playing dead & Kato’s tingling fingers were conscious choices, but with the latter, Crockett’s giggling, I believe, was an involuntary response to not only finding joy but also experiencing authenticity in his sexuality. Over the years, I’ve usually known when a manifestation is keeping guys present & focused during the massage (versus the direction that is given to them: “close your eyes, relax, focus inward, and go to your happy place that gets you up & gets you off”), but this is the first time that I recall experiencing so much giggling throughout a shoot. It certainly kept me a little too present & focused.